Patience is Gold~~

I will Update in a few moments... sorry to my followers..


PATIENT yea~~!!!





Lots of LOVE,
TylerLMZ

Back from A Trip~~~

Back from a 7 day trip to KLIMS 2010 & my mom's hometown, Penang.

everything was so nice n fun... had the most in KLIMS 2010... what is KLIMS? many wondered when i told them KLIMS KLIMS KLIMS... it is Kuala Lumpur International Motor Show 2010. It is held in the Putra World Trade Center in Kuala Lumpur of course.. hahaha xD



the whole show was fun, many brilliant cars, pretty models and also jaw-dropping performances by dancers... I love the dance where 5 girls dance around the Chevrolet Camaro Autobots Edition to the song Rihanna - Only Girl In The World... so freaking HOT!!!!

these are the dancers~~~ dancing to tis song
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Tight BEATS!!!!!

The only con is there are too many ppl rushing to the show... i cant take a picture without being pushed, n i cant even properly indulge myself into a car when there are little kids running around n making a mess out of the car... But overall is so great and so so cool!!! hahahaha

And i met my most favourite Autobot in Transformer in person, Mr. BUMBLE BEE!!!!!!! A life size 16ft tall Bumble Bee!!! i was so happy n so excited as i walk into the hall n the first thing i saw is him... OH!!! he really made my day.. the moment i look at him, the crowd around me jz felt like they disappeared... only me n Bee looking at each other.. how nice if he can communicate with me like how he did with Sam....

BUMBLEBEE~~!!!

Another failure of the KLIMS 2010 is the Bat Mobile... n also the Bat Bike.... it is so so so FAKE!!!! its like made out of cardboard.. it is not tat im demanding much but please la.... make it real a bit la...... but its ok..... at least they made it out...


more pics here~~~



the KLIMS was great in overall, just a little too less cars... lack of BMW n less supercars~~~ need more of them ok KLIMS?? nex KLIMS shall show improvements k??

continue to penang.. actually nothing much in Penang... jz the same old routine as every time we go back... FOOD!!! SHOPPING!!!! MOVIE!!!! KARAOKE!!!! hahahahaha....

1st day ntg much bcoz reach penang already evening 8pm. went to Batu Kawan for SEAFOOD!!! the seafood was so nice and fresh... so sorry no pix bcoz we were too hungry n the food had already finished b4 i can snap it~~ hahahaha paiseh paiseh.... den we headed back n tat's it.....

well, it went on with shopping, visiting, movie n 5 hours karaoke at Neway Queensbay wit only 3 person... sing till SYOK!!!! hahahaha... xD after that went to Hydro Hotel to watch Uncle perform.. he is an occupation singer there... how cool is tat!!! hahahahaha... 12.30am headed home.. b4 tat, stopped by to have supper... nice chick feet ever had~~~!!!! love it!!!

well, i wanna share more, but, if u wanna know more, come to me personally n i'll tell u more.... ^^ tat's allll!!!!!

dad took this when i was busy facebook mobile-ing in Penang~~~ >.<

Chiaozzz~~~
Tyler LMZ

Tired and Happy DAY~~!!! ^^ ♥♥♥

2day was the last paper for my 1st year 1st sem in UKM as an Audiology student... i dono i did well or not, but i dont care~~~ I just wanna have FUN!!!!! hahahaha xD after the paper, i transformed myself into outing mode and headed to PAVILION!!!!! of coz with Adeline ting, Adeline Chieng, Janson Bong & Yong Punn... I know~~ Im the only Audio student but who cares!!!! I JUST WANNA HAVE FUN!!!!! hahahahaha xD

Had a great great day 2day~~ actually wanted to Sing K with other optos but some circumstances came up and we didn't make it, however~~ we made it up but doing a lot of things!!!



1st we went to Lot 10 Hutong for Lunch~~~ i had PORKball porridge with "YOU CHAR KUAY"... super delicious, too bad i didn't take pic of it, regretted a lot... after tat, we walked to Farenheit88 , new shopping mall, so din do much there as nothing is in there... afterward, we made our way to Pavilion... did some window shopping, walk around photo taking... hahahahaa xD so fun actually eventhough it is jz a normal routine..

After that, we went for a movie.. RED was the name... featuring Bruce Willis, Morgan Freeman and John Malkovich~~ these 3 actors made the movie so so amazing... laughed all the way through the movie and also glued to the screen by the actions in this movie... the humour was top class~~~ brilliant movie for me la... ^^



after that we wasted no time and headed to SNOWFLAKES~~~~!!!!! hahahaha xD i had grass jelly with tora ball and potato balls... hahahaha very very de nice and very very de COLD~~~~~ brrrrr~~~~~ teeth freezing when eating it but it was SUPER COOOOOOL~~~~!!! chat all the way, talk a lot of stuffs and also took photos... ^^



We went shopping around after that but b4 we go shopping, of coz we didn't miss the most interesting of Pavilion, the VALET CAR PARK~~~ hahahahaa xD Plenty of eye candy there... saw many many brilliant cars.... Lamborghini Murcielago, Lamborghini Gallardo, Jaguar Showroom, Bently, Range Rover etc etc.Just didn't get to see the HORSE, Ferrari...

we got tired after walking round n round pavilion, we had our dinner at Food Republic... I had Subway while the others got other food... ^^ oh yeah!!! i bought Sticky for mummy n daddy n oso my beloved Kor Kor~~~ ^^ so happy though it is not cheap~~ ^^

Our day ended when we reach KTSN after a long day in Pavilion.... Tired but FUN~~~~!!!




Chiaozzzzz..... =D

♥TylerLMZ ♥

GUILTY MAXIMUM!!!!!


T.T


TylerLMZ

SURPRISED!!!!!!!! Love YOU all so MUCH~~!!!!

I was "BING BING BANG BANG!!!!!" in the room with my roomies...


Then suddenly, I heard "MING ZHE, COME OUT!!!!" It was pitch black in the living room.. i thought that Seng wanted me to do some servicing or wat... mana tau~~~!!!! >.< "Happy Birthday to you~~~~!!!" i was frozen for 5seconds trying to adapt myself to the situation in the living room... I WAS LIKE OMFG!!!!!!! speechless.... shocked...... Dumbshot!!!!!!

nothing crossed my mind that this would happen......bcoz it is still 10 more days..... but IT HAPPENED!!!!!

I was..... i was.... the feeling is so so so difficult to describe~~~~ its like........ WOW!!!!!!!!


OMG i m so happy... adrenaline is gushing around my blood.... heart beating faster n faster~~~!!!!


had a bad bad day b4 this.... exam sucked, answers flew, mood swung, crap filled my mind.... but all these burn all the negativity in me....


I reli reli dono wat to say~~~


all i can say is THANK YOU!!!! Terima kasih!!!! Xie xie!!! kamsiah!!!! arigato gozaimasu!!!! KAMSAHAMNIDA!!!!!!!


Thanks for the card, thanks for the bear~~~~ loving them so so so much!!!!



i oso wanna specially thank the gurls!!!!

Emy
Chia Ying
Ke Lee
Priscilla

Thanx for the effort, thanx for the time spent, thanx for the video..... thanx for making me go to bed with a big big smile.... i tot i will go to bed with a moody face... really really thanx a lot....


and also not to forget, MY ROOMIES!!!!!! Ah Seng, Ah Sin and Ah Changggg~~~~~~ thanx for the wishes and thanx for taking care of me..... really really appreciate all the things tat u guys done.... Thank YOU!!!!!

KAMSAHAMNIDA!!!

My pressies~~~!!!


They are the BEST!!!!




EMY~~~ Ur hubby NICKHUN~~~!!! ^^

Thanx a lot my buddies~~~



oh ya!!! actually, i cried lo... i quickly wipe away the tears lo... paiseh ma~~~ =)



With lots of love~~~
TylerLMZ

Have a Safe Journey~~

You are leaving.
When can I meet you again?
When will you be back again?

The days we spent we 2gether.
The moments we'd been through.
As if it was jz yesterday.
They are still fresh and clear.

We had so much fun 2gether.
We played together,
we eat together,
We slept 2gether,
we chat thru the night,
we been through ups and downs,
we even counted stars 2gether.
not many ppl did that with me.


You appeared when i need you.
even at my doorstep~~
there you stand..
but now im not home, u r not too..
the chances we meet are getting lesser n lesser.
i really miss you at times,
but i just don know how to tell...

i hope u will be fine there,
And i hope u will take care of yourself there...

You are great,
Don't let life get you down.
You are strong,
don't let life shoot you down.


My best wishes to you
Who will be at a land so far away from mine..

YOU
My wonderful friend~~~

KERK GIA HORNG


May you do your best~!!!

We will MISS YOU~~!!!!



Sincerely with lots of love,
TylerLMZ

SNSD - くせに なるわ！！

My GENIEs~~~~!!! Loving them so so so so so so so muCH!!!!


Now is KUSENI NARUWA~~!! no more Sowoneul Marhaebwa~~~!!!


OMG feeling so high~~~


cr: CodeMonmonSeason3

TylerLMZ

Hell on Earth

If I don't update my blog more frequent, i think my blog will soon fall into hibernating mode...wakakaka!!!


well, these few days are like hell to me... thursday evening after class, my body wasn't feeling alright.. at 1st i thought it was jz because i'm tired, so i took a short nap.. after i woke up from my sleep, a different sensation strikes me and i could feel heat perspiring out of my body n i feel cold... at that moment, i told myself : "Mayday!! Mayday!!! Fever approaching 6 o'clock!!!" gulped down 1 tablet of panadol to back up the body resistance.. after taking the pill, i felt ok instantly... in my heart i was thinking "That was close~~" i was wrong.... the worst had yet to come..!! @.@

fri morning was like hell to me... woke up, cold shivering but my body was so warm... tak boleh tahan~~~~ ish >.

my sleep was disrupted by weird dreams made all by my head... i keep on feeling that my leg is entangled by the blanket but in true fact i wasn't entangled at all... darn it was a torturing nite.. wake up every 30 minutes... 12am,12.30,1am,1.30am..............until 5am!!!! at last my alarm rang!!!!!!! Thank god the torturing night is over!!!


i couldn't take it anymore... i woke steven up at 6am in the morning to bring me to HKL... so paiseh to do so but no choice, the torture is killing me.... T_T btw thanx to steven my fever is finally gone... he brought me to HKL and everything is done after a long nap from 10am to 4pm...


At last.. everything is over... stupid fever made me wasted 3 days.... means 3 days of studying gone... haizzz.... tat's y i hate fever so much... Fever... don come find me again ba.... =(






TylerLMZ

乱乱写~~ =P

i wanted to update my blog... but no 灵感...haiz haiz...


so i change the template and skin of my blog lo... not reli doing well in it er... gonna change it soon oso....



mid sem coming n im only studying facebook.... really shitzzz man~~~


came back to melaka, manage to study a bit only.... due to the more interesting book called facebook, made me lose interest in other books... haiz haiz~~~ >.<


cannot play so much ler~~~ gotta start to fuel the jet!!!!



Go Go GO!!!!!! hahahaha~~~ =D




finally, i bit of something from inside.... i wanna go for u, but im holding it back... bcoz im afraid of "that" might happen again.... phobia ar phobia~~~ when are you gonna leave me alone.??!!!



life is great!!! exam coming.... medic students of UKM, JIA YOU!!!! Dental, Pharm, FSKB students... don study facebook lo.... study more academia books lo... HWAITING~~!!!



♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
TylerLMZ
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

So Nyeo Shi Dae~~ 소녀시대~~少女时代~~Girls' Generation~~~ Happy 3rd Anniversary!!!!!

To my beloved SNSD!!!

HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY!!!!!

ALWAYS LOVING YOU GIRLS AND SUPPORTING YOU ALL!!!!!!


SO NYEO SHI DAE..... HWAITING!!!!!!! ♥♥♥♥

SNSD all these years...
(click on pic to enlarge)

From,
TylerLMZ ♥ 소녀시대

Chu~~~~♥

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Another great day with plenty of nice things happening around....




1st, made a new fren today... hahahaha xD bcoz gap from 1pm-4pm.... so stayed in library to study..... but mana tau... met this fren and chatted all the way to 4pm... Lolx nice person.... din know we can chat till that long.... main point is, a new friend found~~~ ♥


2nd... Cracked jokes with 温柔的比卡丘~~~ super like his jokes and the impurities in his mind... and his creativity in making everything funny around him.... this is soo good~~ laughter is all around when im with him... ♥


3rd... is... Wa Gua Wa Gua!!! Huan Yin Gua Lin Tui Jie Li~~~~ 哇瓜哇瓜!! 欢迎“瓜”临推介礼!!!! Another super nice ceremony!!!! i like their sketch so so so much!!! really pro and really good~~~ the actors really put in 100% effort in their acting... i really really respect them.... ESPECIALLY my 2nd year senior, Steven Lee Onn Wah.... his expression in the "人生交叉点" is reli reli brilliant~~~~ i reli do like ur acting... im not trying to bodek or over compliment on him but his acting on the part he have to choose one is really really good~~~~ =)


Another great day had passed.... another one awaits ahead~~~ off to bed... chiaozzz!!!!!



♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
TylerLMZ
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Lke OMG baby~~~~

Life is getting better everyday in UKM....



At last i could be myself....



Socializing with my elder frens seems to be more fun... i love it very much...


i wanna dance, i dance.. i wanna sing, i sing.... i wanna play, i play... i wanna study, i study~~~



it's like OMG baby~~~~!!!!!!




LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVING it~~~~!!!!!




(^0^)




TylerLMZ

Missing my Parents... ♥-ing My Friends... ^^

Time passed.... I'm getting more used to it....


I see ppl around keep whining about going home, homesick.... but i feel more at home here although sometimes i really do wanna go home... it is just because i miss my mom n dad... i really miss them... 2 weeks din go back = 2 weeks din see them or meet them... hope they are doing fine....

Mom... n Dad.... for you....







I see frens breaking down due to pressure, stress etc. etc..... As a rep of so many things, i to have pressure all around... frens, we have pressure, we face it 2gether... If you need me, i'll b thr and try to help u... don worry if your burden will make my shoulder heavier because you are my fren, i'll carry some weight for you... This is the meaning of Friendship in my dictionary...


you can also try my way to make the pressure and stress bcom lighter and easier... whenever something comes your way, Play with it~~~ hahahaha... im playful lo maybe... =P


To all my friends, I'm your friend and I'm always true to you and there for you... all you need to do is open your mouth and let me know... ^^


this song is for you guys and girls out there...





You Got A Friend In Me.... I Promise~~~~




With Lots of ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Tyler LMZ

Wasted~~~

WASTED!!!!!!!


Energy wasted....


Time wasted.....


I spent the whole night editing the dance song for my performance on saturday nite... this not energy wasted or time wasted.... i feel this moment of hardship will bring me higher satisfaction...


but i feel that my energy wasted and time wasted bcoz Mr. Audacity crashed at the last minute!!!!! why muz you crash when I'm about to save the whole project?? why?? Why??? WHY???!!!!! now i have to do all over again~~~~~ T.T


i had finished the whole thing...... but now i have to start from scratch again... T.T



don worry Tyler~~~!!!! FIGHT ON!!! Hwaiting~~~!!!!! You can DO IT!!!!!



(^_^) V




TylerLMZ

Oh HAPPY DAY~~~~~ ♥

What a happy day 2day..... ^^ HAHAHAHA xD


2day morning didn't start well... it was a boring morning day at UKM Bangi.... It became interesting as we went to the field for sporting demo.... i enjoyed the Karate talk the most.. The coach was very funny and cracked many jokes abt Self Defense~~~ like it... his skills very gaolat oso.... Yong Zhaung sure lose to him gao gao~~~~~ hahahahaha =P

den when reach back at KTSN, straight away go Pavilion!!!! hahahaha... pavilion was packed with ppl bcoz got model runway show..... so so so great catwalk by the models... then we went for lunch at Subway.... 6-inch seafood sensation sandwich... enjoyed it really much... ^^

and then here comes the best part.... i went to Chewy Juniors and the cream puffs was so so so delicious... so i went and get some for my course mates... when they saw the puffs, their face was so surprised and they were so so happy... they keep praising me nia...

^_^||| so so so sweat~~~~~


u all happy i oso happy ma.... ^^


did something good makes me feel superb!!!!! hahahaha.... love the feeling.... muackxxx!!! ♥♥♥


had a few pix in pavilion too.... but will upload later bcoz the pix aren't with me now...



and i have finished my clinical orientation video assignment!!! hahahaha thanx to my dad, my bro, my uncle, my cousin, Lye shen ming and Teng peng hui!!! they made my assignment a successful 1!!! and also an Arabian couple with their child... they made a cameo appearance in my video too.... hahahaha... xD


tat's all for the day.... will update you guys ASAP.... ^^ take care y'all!!!!



♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Tyler LMZ
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I Hate This~~!!!!

Why I always kena smelly ppl de??? y?? y???


if ur pants are soaked with SWEAT and ur B.O. STINKS, pls la.... DON HANG IN THE ROOM!!!! It is making the room sooo darnnn freaking SMELLYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Shit you mann~~~~!!!! 1st KMJ now UKM....


T.T



救命啊！！！！！


=.=|||




TylerLMZ

My My My~~~~

My back is aching~~~ my arms are falling off..... my muscles are weak~~~



Carried 6 boxes of books from DSG to Block 6~~~


OMG !!!!!!!!


TylerLMZ

To Gary Lim Aik Soon Who is Currently in KAMPAR, Perak

Hey gary~~ i din forget u la.. =P

i misssss you sooo soooooo much!!!!!!!


drop by KL if im thr n when u r on ur way back to melaka...( i wan free ride back.. =P) hahahaha




and also to other SFI frens who are at any corner of the world n those frens who still thinks im his/her fren, i wanna apologise for not putting u in the previous post...


i miss you guys n gals too.... ^^ especially GARY LIM AIK SOON!!!! hahahahahaha =P





Tyler LMZ

The National University of Malaysia~~ (^_^)

Hello everybody.... im back but not really 100% in perfect shape....


i registered in as a student of NUM aka UKM on 4th july.... n the orientation wasn't that bad... quite fun... jz don like the taklimats n the talks and the stupid sprained ankle.... T.T bcoz of my sparined ankle, i got no chance to experience Perang DECTAR... but my frens said it wasn't that brilliant.. so i think i can 安慰 myself lo.... "not nice 1 la Perang DECTAR~~~" hahaha =.=|||


My campus is in KL... near Titiwangsa... beside Hospital KL...


My 1st week in KL was painful.... on Sunday went to Time Square and Sg. Wang... on the way back to KTSN(the place whr im living) i sprained my ankle!!!! AGAIN!!!!!! twice in a week.... reli unlucky mann.... i tell u... the whole week of class i was like walking on hot metal shoe.. limping n limping my way... plus im the class rep, ran up n down with a burning sensation in my ankle for lecturers n rushing my way up to the bus.... but the experience was great!!!


now only 1st week.... more to come... ^^ new frens, new environment, new lecturers, new way of living.......... everything new~~ except the place i live in.... =( that is the saddest part of all..... undescribable.... hahahaha....


thats it for now.... update more later.... ^^v



I miss my frens in KMJ.... ='(




Tyler LMZ

i do~

U know i MISS you.....



u Know i dO~~~~





TylerLMZ

Oh my Oh My.....

Uni life......


prepared???


ready???




NO!!!!!!!







T.T





Tyler LMZ

A New Chapter

Another new thing with a new life and a new experience coming my way...


Getting ready and preparing myself to face the next big thing and new challenges thrown towards me...


I'm not gonna fall, I'm not gonna back down and I'm not gonna FAIL.....


I chose this path given to me and I'd make my decision....


There is no turning back now.....


For the best of my life, Strive on!!!!!


Strive DILIGENTLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I hope I can strive with you..



Tyler LMZ

Nunmuli Ttokttok... tears are falling... 眼泪流下了...눈물이 똑똑...

Yuri... don't cry.. i can treat u btr den him.... =(


TylerLMZ

Rain - Love Story (English Version) with lyrics and sub.

Funny...

SNOTTY RECEPTIONIST

An older gentleman had an appointment to see the urologist who
shared offices with several other doctors. The waiting room was filled
with patients.

As he approached the receptionist desk he noticed that the
receptionist was a large unfriendly woman who looked like a Sumo
wrestler. He gave her his name.

In a very loud voice, the receptionist said,

'YES, I HAVE YOUR NAME HERE;
YOU WANT TO SEE THE DOCTOR ABOUT IMPOTENCE, RIGHT?'

All the patients in the waiting room snapped their heads around
to look at the very embarrassed man.

He recovered quickly, and in an equally loud voice replied,

'NO, I'VE COME TO INQUIRE ABOUT A SEX CHANGE OPERATION,
BUT I DON'T WANT THE SAME DOCTOR THAT DID YOURS.'

DON'T MESS WITH OLD FOLKS..

=[

everything is so short.... =(



Tyler LMZ

My Ear Candy~~~

songs i'm listening now





Wonder Girls - Nobody(slow beat Acoustic)

brilliant..

and also







Justin Bieber ft. Ludacris - Baby

nice song tooo.....


ENJOY!!!! ^^





By,
Tyler LMZ

Bingeul Bingeul!!!!!!

Thinking n thinking n thinking..........


What should i do?????


By,
Tyler LMZ

Missing YOU.......

Miss... Miss... I miss u.... Missing u... After spending almost 1 yr here.... I'm starting to feel like i'm leaving behind everything back in my hometown... I feel like i thrown a lot of effort into my matric life... I din know i was so far behind abt the things tat happened to my frens in my hometown...

I dono whether i can catch up with u guys anot lo... N i hope u guys can lend me a hand to help me catch up with u guys...

Talking abt leaving... I'm gonna leave matric soon... I dono wat will life b after matric... My future is uncertain now... Future abt everything is uncertain... At 1st i tot matric life is boring, n i admit life here was boring at 1st.. When i got the hang of it n life starts to get interesting, everything is coming to an end...3days2nights left... So little time yet so much things to do... I really have a lot of things to do right now but i dono whether i have the time n chance to do it... Time is running out... Why i fall now? Why i cant control the burning sensation? I reli everything will turn out fine between us...

N i have to admit another thing... Life is different with u... It reli is... I dono how it makes the difference but it really is different... It's like challenges coming at me with tough obstacle courses in the package n i have to face them with a strong heart n will... And also sometimes i broke down but i stood up again... Sometimes i'm afraid to face it but u made me stronger n made me more confident in my decisions... If u read tis i hope u will know tat i'm referring to u... I'm gonna miss u dearly after life here ends...

And also, pls take good care of urself... I know i din do much to take care of u but i tried my best n i did wat i can to take care of u... Sometimes i know wat i did was not enough, but i hope these little things can b meaningful as it is very meaningful to me... I enjoy spending time with u n i admit, i ask u to study with me actually the main point is not study, i jz wanna see u... Talk to u... Look at ur smile... It really warms my heart... I also hope tat we will keep in touch after this life ends...we may have our own life to live, but do think of me once in a while... K?



With lots of love,
Tyler LMZ

Untitled....

Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla..... Playing with my blog... Bla bla bla...


:P


By,
Tyler LMZ

The most embarrassing moment..

I jz had 1 hell of a nite... I din know tat this could go to thr... Internet is really linked...

Changes... Changes.... Life changes.... I'm goin to take things seriously now... No means no...


By,
Tyler LMZ

Kiss Goodbye

I did smtg tat i'll regret for my whole fucking life.... I did smtg so stupid tat i let my parents, my bro n myself down.... I dono wat happened to me... I was so panic n my mind went blank.... It blanked jz like tat....... T.T

I fucked my bio..... I FUCKED it big time...!!!!

I'm sorry mom n dad... I sorry bro.......

I'm sorry......

My Irony Post

i have a lot of things in my mind... i jz dono how to blurt it out.... i dono how to start and how to end.... haiz.... welll no matter how i still have to blurt it out....

.


i told myself jz to like her as a fren or maybe more than a friend... but then i fell for her unconditionally.... i dont want all these... exam is jz less than 1 week away... i don wan to b like tat.... haiz....

talking abt exam.... my bio is zero in my head.... i dono how m i goin to b in the exam hall answering the questions....haiz... i dono im doin the right thing anot lo... ppl used to say do what u like the most... and i don think im doin wat i like... i wanted to go into the medical field bcoz of the economy nowadays... human still get sick no matter how bad the economy is.... i do all these is for my future family... i jz wanna put food on my family's dining table.... i don think i like bio... im jz fighting my way thru...... im falling asleep everytime the bio book is open.... wat the FUCK man.......haiz.... m i doin the rite thing?????

m i doing the right thing again??? put others as top priority.. thinking of others 1st... the girl i'll meet in the future, my kids' stomach...haiz... m i thinking too much for the future??? FUCK!!!


i don like this shit..... im in shit... haiz... but i will emerge from this shit glorious, victorious.... i m goin to go against all odd for my future, the lucky girl whom i'll love in the future and my kids and their future... i will supply my family with all i got... my parents too... they sacrificed so much for me..... their love will nvr be repaid.... all i can do is to let them enjoy their golden years happily... i love you mom n dad.... i LOVE you VERY VERY VERY MUCH....


Tyler Lee Ming Zhe.... you can do it... you can shut everything down!!!!!! fight on!!!!!


btw... SNSD have a new album released....Run Devil Run... they are getting more n more gorgeous..... WOW!!!!
Anime Version of them... hahaha.... brilliant eh??






By,
Tyler LMZ

I actually typed a bunch of things but opera mini disappeared it... Fuck!! Fine.... Tis is wat u guys will read....

Something to share.. But pls don't get angry..

i was running thru a few pix and i found these....

They really made me ROFL, LOL, LMAO, LMFAO, etc.....


check this...

funny!!!


Rooney fetching Ferguson for a ride...

well that's all...

and also my favourites...

Great player...^^


Even though they are struggling with draws and losses, they are still in my heart...


LIVERPOOL LIVES ON!!!!

By,
Dust

i wake up int the morning.... Or Noon... ^^

i woke up 2day..

look into the mirror...


i saw this...




Who styled my hair when i was asleep????



By
Dust.

Make SNSD HOT!!!!!

This video rocked my soul off... made me forget abt my problems... haha!!!

Keep me up all night dancing.... 소원을 말해봐 (sexy remix version)!!!


here you go...





credits : CodeMonmonForever

hahaha....

they made me dance with them....ahhh....


By,
Dust

wada toot~~~~!!!!!

she said i don understand her well... but i can say no 1 understands her btr than i do.. she said her frens are so good to back her up....i'm backing her up but she din notice... kids are always like 横冲直撞..haiz... wat do her frens know abt life?? jz freshies coming out after SPM and trying to act tough and they are so good at it but in actual fact, they aren't...they are just a bunch of green horns.. haiz.. i wonder wat if they get into a real deep shit n they still 横冲直撞 to find solution... haiz... i pity them...but.. it is also a god experience for them to learn..haha...well... i shudn't even wonder.. why waste neurons jz thinking of that thing... might as well waste my neurons on Kpop... hahahaha!!!!


Oh ya... Thanx to Mr. Black Shark for helping me drill smtg into her skull eventhough she din accept it very well.. u done a good 1... thanx dude... hahaha!!!! so cool man....


that's all...

By,
Dust

Unevitable response..

welll... i expected her reply will be a negative 1 and saying that her parents let n agree... well in my opinion, that is so lame... i'm not asking for pity or wat.. i'm jz worried... why don't ppl jz think about the correct things.. i shud have jz close one eye n let her be... i shud have listen to my bro...

well... wat can i say... 好心没好报...haiz...

and to some guys out thr... is [......] smtg tat is so offensive??? did it stepped on ur toe?? u guys are so immature... i was just talking to her... and u guys barged in and start whining like a lil puppy who wants pedigree out of meal time... don u guys feel pathetic?? i shud feel sad for myself to reply those comment... made me as immature as u... i wont do tat again... i swear from the bottom of my heart... whenever i see a dog whining or any boy hu r so immature, i might jz keep my silence.. "silence is virtue" says the old ppl... they are rite....

whatever.... jz keep myself away from those stray dogs b4 i start acting like them....

tat's al... if those stray dogs accidentally click on my blog, i hope they don start whining here too..haha... that's all... chiaoz....


Damn!!! i feel so good....

by,
Dust

Disappointed but cant do a thing.......

i don't know what i can do to save her...

she can call me old fashioned, not following up with the trend.. but thinking wisely is not a trend, is a must do thing... drinking and getting drunk.... is it cool??????? fuck it...!!!! get drunk n u might tear something u preserved for so long.....


i can only advice you... take it or not... up 2 u.... anyhow i'm jz a speck of dust....


i might as well jz bo peep bo peep myself and forget about these disappointments......






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By,
Dust

can you feel my heartbeat???

listen to my heartbeat... but i don't think u can hear it anymore.....










haiz... can she hear it????



by,
Dust

[Continuation]It's Time Nanami....or shud i say....Ming Zhe??

thanx for the things tat u've done... thanx for the NANAMI u gave me... thanx for everything we gone thru.... now i have just 1 request... FUCK ME OUT OF YOUR LIFE!!!!!!

Wait..... you already did...

and i don think u will read these...

THANK YOU!!!!!



By,

Dust

It's Time Nanami....or shud i say....Ming Zhe??

Days gone...
Time flew...
Memories gathered...
Confusions arose...

All these are like chain reaction.. one comes after the other goes... when it reaches confusion, we don't know what will be best for us... but somehow, it will still be a decision for that chain reaction to end...

this is my confusion part..

1st...I wanted to wait for her but i kept pushing her away bcoz i don wan her to get hurt..she is facing one of her biggest challenge in her life n i don wanna burden her... in the end, she got the wrong concept n tot i didn't want to wait for her... i love her so much until i had to make tat decision... now i have to live on with my mistake...i wanted to ask her out on her bday, but i don think tat will be possible anymore... she is happy with him, so i wish them all the best in the future and may love be thr with them...

2nd...I met her...could i say i was mesmerized by her behaviour? or do i jz wanna look for a rebound? well.. no matter wat i do i'll jz end up hurting her... we'll part when april comes... i din have the guts to tell her how i feel... and ended up losing another 1... i got something i wanna say to her," pls appreciate the love you have. it doesn't come without a reason.."

now the real deal....
i fucked myself up... BIG TIME!!!! for my followers of this blog, i said i wanna get 4.0... but i ended up in 3.77...for those who understands pointer, 3.77 and 4.0 is a vast difference... damn... is it i didn't study hard enuff or the marker who marked my paper made a mistake?? well, i shud start with the man in the mirror.. i didn't study hard enuff... i suck!!!

haiz...

my life is really in a big big mess... and to my frens hu are studying in form 6 or those hu are hurt by my words, i'm so so sorry...i'm jz so frustrated and i start to throw knives at you guys... i'm so so in fault... scold me if you want.. u can even beat me up... i'm fine with it... make my life even messier...

i also dono why i write all these stuff when no one reads it... especially those ppl whom i mentioned. haiz... i'm really really so fuck!!!!!!

after matriculation is done, i wanna find a quiet spot where nobody will find me so tat i can some peace alone... if possible, i wanna leave this place and leave this miserable life... i'm jz nothing but a speck of dust in a big world like this.. no matter what i do, how high i go, how good i get, how far i jump, how fast i run, how smart i m, how brilliant my ideas are, i'm jz a nobody..............


nobody......................


fuck me, will ya??