My Irony Post

i have a lot of things in my mind... i jz dono how to blurt it out.... i dono how to start and how to end.... haiz.... welll no matter how i still have to blurt it out....

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i told myself jz to like her as a fren or maybe more than a friend... but then i fell for her unconditionally.... i dont want all these... exam is jz less than 1 week away... i don wan to b like tat.... haiz....

talking abt exam.... my bio is zero in my head.... i dono how m i goin to b in the exam hall answering the questions....haiz... i dono im doin the right thing anot lo... ppl used to say do what u like the most... and i don think im doin wat i like... i wanted to go into the medical field bcoz of the economy nowadays... human still get sick no matter how bad the economy is.... i do all these is for my future family... i jz wanna put food on my family's dining table.... i don think i like bio... im jz fighting my way thru...... im falling asleep everytime the bio book is open.... wat the FUCK man.......haiz.... m i doin the rite thing?????

m i doing the right thing again??? put others as top priority.. thinking of others 1st... the girl i'll meet in the future, my kids' stomach...haiz... m i thinking too much for the future??? FUCK!!!


i don like this shit..... im in shit... haiz... but i will emerge from this shit glorious, victorious.... i m goin to go against all odd for my future, the lucky girl whom i'll love in the future and my kids and their future... i will supply my family with all i got... my parents too... they sacrificed so much for me..... their love will nvr be repaid.... all i can do is to let them enjoy their golden years happily... i love you mom n dad.... i LOVE you VERY VERY VERY MUCH....


Tyler Lee Ming Zhe.... you can do it... you can shut everything down!!!!!! fight on!!!!!


btw... SNSD have a new album released....Run Devil Run... they are getting more n more gorgeous..... WOW!!!!
Anime Version of them... hahaha.... brilliant eh??






By,
Tyler LMZ