Run DEVIL Run!!

Get lost la....

u piece of useless worm in my brain...


><


TylerLMZ

Enough!!!!!

enough is enough la wei~~




go Liverpool!!

Suarez! i support u!!!!


Tyler LMZ

1 Malaysia KONON!!!!!

WTF u talking???

click to enlarge

==


Tyler LMZ

think twice before reading.. Thank you..

a dark, red night..

literally red...

some say it is due to light pollution...

well, it is...


Back to what I'm gonna write...



A dark, red night, rumbling sounds of the engine noise revved pass, broke the silence of the night. Faint chatter and laughter from midnight stalls below my commorancy filled the air with funny noises. Unclear lyrics blaring from the little music player, repeating and repeating and repeating the same melody, humming from the bed beside the lair i lay in, scratched through the windy living room like screeching sound of claws on wood, totally unpleasant.

Me, sitting on a warm sofa chair, leaning my back against the rest, thinking through all the things I'd been through all these while. Am i on the right track? Am i doing the best of my best? Am i made for this? Should I? What am I?


Significance. A strong word. Indeed. Either it is yes, or no. Ask, "Yes or no?"

Attention. A big word. Indeed. Either it is seen, or ignored. Ask, "Seen or ignored?"

Focus. An important virtue. Indeed. Either it is gained, or lost. Ask, "Gained or lost?"



Sacrifice. Time. Importance. Significance. Trust. Willingly.

Hesitation. Doubt. Indecisive. Dilemma. Disdain. Unwillingly.


I played my card, I rolled my dice, I placed my bet, I took my shot. Going for an all-kill. Fly or Die.


Stirdulation of the cricket starts to fill the night. Homosapiens starting to lay down and rest. Quiet night begin to rule the darkness again. As silence fall, the absence of acoustic energy sends cold, shivering chills down one's spine, making all the hair at the back of one's neck stand at it's tip. Eerie feelings haunts the night with its evil, shining grin, bringing back memories from wounds that are kept deep down that never show and never went away. Killing me softly.


Tyler Lee Ming Zhe.

irony

some knives are blunt,


but they cut deeper than a sharp knife....



Good morning peeps~~


Tyler LMZ

GOne for Too Long~~

i'd been neglecting u a lot,

im so sorry...


although i look at u everyday,


i jz din take the initiative to talk to u...


im so sorry...


i shudn't have done tat...



i hope i can turn back time n do more..


im so sorry,





MY BLOG~~~~


xDDDD



hahahaha...


paiseh for those who read the above n thinking who m i referring to...


=)


well... i don wish to see some things but it kept pooping out in front of me...


i want it to go,


so stop appearing ok?


=) thank you so much...



Tyler LMZ.

Title : ________________

Heartbeat~~~

faster n faster n faster........

why?

I dono.....

neo ttaemune? 

너 때문에?

hahahaha... who cares??

야!공부!

血


一滴一滴


流下……


染红了胸膛……




好疼~~~

나는 어떡해~~~~

跑得好累了，

但又不准停步。



快要跌倒了，

但又不准垮下去。



脚酸了，能休息吗？



看着前方，

你的背影，

离我不远，

但我抱不住你~~



自尊，

重要吗？




为了爱，可以不要自尊吗？



(>__<)



秘密，

说出来，

还是一样，



我的秘密，

常在心里，

好久好久~~



心被砸碎了，

一片一片地捡回来，

重新开始……




浆糊，胶布，

我们又见面了…… (-_-)




Tyler LMZ

LOVE.....

do i?

do u?

do we?

i dono why everything hurts so much.... hmmmm

Slipped~~

Slipping away like sands on a palm....

slowly one by one falling onto the ground.....


in the end, nothing is left....


just an empty palm....

Pressure piling up,

schedule squeezing up....

Busy busy busy...

slowly pulling apart....

all that is left is me...


quietly with the rumbling sound of vehicles in the night...

eerie~~~

busy, go away............

give me back what is slipping away.... =(

Tyler LMZ

Hi!

Nothing much to talk about...

my life is too busy and i have no inspiration to blog...


i bet there are no one too want to see me vent my anger...

=DD

take care everybody...

Off For now...

BYe~~~

Who Am I?

At last,

after months of rotting at home,

i finally had a thought of my own life...

looking back my whole life from the day i can remember things,

i bravely admit,

i had done nothing for my life...

there are no stories worth telling in my life...

there are no colours in my life...

there are no perfection in my life...

ya, human aren't perfect...

but at least, there should be some perfection...

i had done nothing great,

i had done nothing wonderful,

i had done nothing that i'm proud of,

i had done nothing at ALL~~~~

all these while i'd been lazing around wasting precious time n wasting precious air n wasting precious space n wasting precious energy...

there is nothing proud i can show the world...

And seriously,

i never made my parents proud before...

everytime, i have to hear,

"Nevermind la... you can do better next time..."

"it's ok... it is the past.. try to aim better n hit your target..."

and the worst is,

"Aiya, we are used to it... Since when u had been perfect? hahaha!"

although they said it with a nice tone with no cynical means, but it pierce through that little soul of mine...

I really had never heard them say,

"Wow!! So good!!"

"Well done!!"

"That's my boy!!"

don't get me wrong,

they never said those to me b4 doesn't mean they don care about me,

they never said those is because

I DON'T DESERVE IT...

Never once i had a perfect score or a perfect hit or a perfect match....

i always end up failing....

Mom, Dad, Im so sorry..........

I wanted to say "i promise i will never disappoint you again.."

but i can't say that because it will jz be another empty promise....

i'm worthless...

i have no determination, no self esteem, no guts, no power, no charisma, no strength, no precision, no faith, no results, no looks, no useful knowledge, no wisdom, no wit, no brains, and the list goes on and on and on and on and on~~~~~~~~

Most important is,

I lost my confidence....

=(

to those who read this,

Don't comment, don't say anything and don't do anything...

jz keep those words to urself...

and don't be the person i am now...

because you wouldn't want to see disappointment in your parents' eyes...

that look will never wipe off from your memory...

it will only haunt you for the rest of your life...

Tyler LMZ

What's Wrong?

i feel tat my rights are being violated..

i don have the rights to speak out what is in my mind...

every time i speak out, everybody will be so angry n so frustrated bcoz i had said out the truth n it hurts...

when i don speak out, everybody will start to step on my head as if im not thr...

frustrated! Tired!

eventhough im right, but im always wrong...

Fuck the world man!!!!

=S

i'll be there~~

I'm here... always here...


just let me know,


i'll rocket my way to u~~

TylerLMZ

Kop!!

9 goal spree in Malaysia...

they can play better but they seem more like having fun than playing seriously on the pitch...

more to come and i wish all the best in the upcoming season...

=)

Liverpool, you will never walk alone!

TylerLMZ

Malaysia in chaos~~

Bless Malaysia~~

hopefully there wont be too much trouble...


pray hard~~


Tyler LMZ

Thanx Michael Jackson... =D

Thanx to him, made me feel better after that "Dream"~~~


^^



Tyler LMZ

(@_@ )

stop BOTHERING me la!!!! I want to SLEEP!!!!!


Get Lost....


Dumb thoughts~~~


T.T


TylerLMZ

Small Little Update

It's been a while since i last updated my blog...

it was b4 i went to my trip at kedah...


well... the trip was fun.. lots of exciting things happened... reli enjoyed it...
10 days passed jz like tat...it passed quite fast too...
i learnt lots n gain lots of experience...


thanx to all tat is in the trip...


jz a small post to update u all... n im welcoming my baby soon... don worry, i did not make any girl pregnant or wat... hahaha xD don be misled...


kinda happy now... =D


n i'd made my mind on some things.. i had to put my feet down n make the right choice n do the right thing...


im sorry for the ppl i'd hurt when i made my decision... but i got no choice... thank you~~ =)


n lastly, im worried abt my future n all the obstacles waiting upfront... it's been haunting me every night b4 i go to bed... the obstacles which are actually not a problem became a humongous problem to me n my future... =/ but nobody will walk my road except me..........


arghh, jz venting out some of my thoughts in my head... that's all...


=) smile!!!




TylerLMZ

seems like im still not...

seems like


im still


strange~~~


i really hope....


well don hope...


always end in disappointments~~



TylerLMZ

Baby Im So Lonely~~~~

( -.-)

sometimes i look at it,


i wonder....


was it me?


hmmm~~~


Tyler LMZ

Uncertainties

Rolling on my bed... roll n roll n roll... jz cant sleep after counting 585 sheeps(serious).... haihz~~~


all the thoughts are wandering in my head....




am i on the right track?

What really happened?

is it real?



how nice if i can turn back n start it all over again...

this is the cruel world..

mistakes made cannot be rewound n redo....



time will only fly forward...

it never stops or rewind just for you~~~ this is the only fairness of the world (by somebody's somebody =P btw, nice quote.. ^^)




speaking of fairness..

is it fair...

hmm~~ never compare...





It is been so hard these few days... keep thinking of what should i do next?

i'd been rectifying this problem for such a long time, but it turned out not rectified but worsen...




but im happy to say, I'm LUCKY to have you...

supported me all the way...

gave me hope n strength...

touched me deep enough to unleash my ice-cold tears...

it's been a while since i last cried until u did so...

tears of joy for your info... =D




Thank you... thank you very much...

i will do my best n will never let you, you n you down.... again~~~

FIGHT ON, LEE MING ZHE!!!!

Taengoo POWER!!! VITA500~~

Tyler LMZ

X_X

I'm officially dead...


Someone pls cock a gun n put the bullet straight thru my brain...


Thanx...

Life's A Puzzle

Life is a puzzle...


we build our lives like putting puzzle pieces together....


every piece is vital to complete the whole picture...


every piece have to be precise to fit into every space to form a nice complete picture....


when building the whole puzzle n found out a very important piece is missing,


search around for the piece that fits the final space....


the feeling sucks when the picture isn't complete....


It sucks even more when the missing piece found don't fit at all....


is it me that don't know how to fit it in?


or


is it that founded piece a wrong piece for the picture?


*sighs*



tired~~~~~~~


will you fit into it?


TylerLMZ

(please insert a title)

2day, Parents watch POC.... i watched dy.. but have to wait for them to go for dinner.. so here i am... wating at Coffee Bean, AEON Bandaraya Melaka...


ppl walked past the cafe, their eyes, looked at me whenever they passed by, made me a bit shy... maybe they weren't looking at me.. xD well whatever... hahaha

Mocha Ice blended... YUCKSS!!!!! not even a quarter cup and i don feel like finishing it.... >< What the hell... Starbucks is so much better... now i feel my tummy got a funny feeling... shud have ordered green apple tea instead... well... what to do, have to wait for parents...

Im so bad, let u all read my complaints.. ok let me share a story here..

when i was walking down AEON Bandaraya Melaka, suddenly a girl around 160cm approach me..

"hey, i think i saw u b4.. u study in UKM KKL rite?"
"Yeah... how u know? wait, do i know you?"
"No, i recognised u by ur shirt... N i saw u b4 in KTSN... 交流日..."(i was wearing 敦华 shirt)

In my heart i was thinking : miss, i so lowprofile n appear so little during that day n u can recognise me?

then i replied her
"oh... how sure are u that u reli know who i am?"
"i know la... ur hair long long in front, now short liao..."

== u don even know who m i n now my hair short u can still recognise me... 佩服佩服~~~

i was getting a liitle scared n she intro herself only i know..
well, i never encounter this kind of situation b4.. a bit freaked out...

after exchanging a few words n info, she said
"k la, i got to go... see u around, tyler.."
"oh bye bye.."

she walked off... n i still in shocked state.. now oso still in tat state... xD


well, 1st time... @_@


20 mins passed...

A couple sitting beside me is arguing... well, break up la~~ xD
"ur father shudn't marry ur mom n give birth u..."
what the hell is the guy talking... motherf**k!!! how can u talk like tat to a girl?!
haih~~~ another not gentleman...

well don wan that to spoil my mood~~ xD
continue to online in coffee bean... but they are distracting me.... argh!!!! >< spoil my day~~~

That's all!!! xD enjoy ur day~~

Wanted to upload a few pix but my com's bluetooth device is not working properly so wait next post la... xD take good care of urselves~~~



Cheers!!!
TylerLMZ

(.____________.)

No fire to update~~ ><



TylerLMZ

...

I can't look at her properly
There's an arrow stuck in my heart
I don't care what you call me, when you're in front of me
I'm like a fool that's eaten honey

I don't know why I love you
Maybe I follow the pretty light of yours
I try to calm my pounding heart
But everything's burned up,
there's nothing left

When I see you, my heart hurts
Anyone can see you're the sun
No, the moonlight,
No, my everything...

If I can be with you
Even until the ends of the world
I'll follow you,
just you watch...


No words can describe all of who she is...
she's got lovely voices,
so so beautiful smile...


TylerLMZ

random

oh my... i see mushrooms all over my blog page...



xD


i see mould too~~~




Maybe i too long din touch it dy~~~


Well.. lately a lot had happened....



n im so lazy to type it here....


n i had a few regrets....


but, everything will be ok...



1st movie in melaka, THOR~~ not bad...


Thanx to my beloved sister who acc me to tat movie..... =D


welll i also found a nice mushroom in my blog...




xD


TylerLMZ

Past, Present, Future.

Never Think Hard about PAST,
It Brings Tears...
Don't Think more about FUTURE,
It brings Fears...
Live this Moment with a smile,
It brings CHEERS.!!!

原来如此

我才明白~~


原来，


你常告诉我的名句，


都是一个在你心目中很伟大的人物所说的名句。



替你骄傲，替你光荣。


你。


真是个好女儿，好女孩~~~



李明哲 上

Stop Haunting Me Please!!!

Night.......

this is not wat i wanted it to be...


Oh pls end this shitty nite~~~~



I never wanted it to come... it is just toooo..................



it will be a long long long night......




hope it wont fall..... stay inside there k?






(>.<)


TylerLMZ

(Untitled)

I dono why i'm here...


i dono why im blogging now...


i jz know i got nothing to write but still want to squeeze something out of my little pathetic mind...



Songs are blaring in my head n i can't get enough....



my ears one day will go deaf jz by listening to music...



If that day comes, i think my life will end instantaneously~~


Because i cant live without it....


my god~~


Music is an addiction...


People out there, music is more addictive than drugs...



SO i strongly advice,



Stop TAKING drugs,
Start taking MUSIC!!!


xD



Again i wasted another few minutes of ur life reading to craps like this...



HAHAHA sorry....



Im jz too bored... i promise i will get smtg on in my nex post...


SORRY~~~

^-^


Tyler LMZ

z

how short can a blog post be?

~~~

study PB....


more like giving me time to wander off to thoughts and memories of wat i've done all these while...


always like tat when i study PB...


Cant focus~~






X_X


I miss you... but....



I dono whether i shud or not...



One way?



damn~~~



I Hate This Love Song,
I Hate This Love Song,
I Hate This Love Song,
I Hate This Love Song,
I Hate This Love Song,
I Hate This Love Song,
I Hate This Love Song,
I Hate This Love Song~~~~~







(>_<)



my feelings.....



twisted....



confused...


mixed....



mashed up....



What should i do?




Haihhh~~~




is it impossible?




wont try again?



pls do~~~



ok?




good night~~~


TylerLMZ

wat to do.. home alone~~~ (>_<)

When i woke up 2day,


A note on the dining table,

"Zhe,

Settle ur own lunch. mom n dad will be back around 4pm.

love,
mom"


@@ no transport, no hse keys, how to settle wor~~~

==


no choice lo~~~


open fridge n bcom



"食神"


xD


Simply simply do something to eat la....



So i FLY LICE~~~~

hahaha


And it tasted very very very good!!!


xD



and even dad also say so~~~ =P



HAPPY!!!





here are some pix of the end product~~






=D


TylerLMZ

I'm Sorry~~

I'm so so sorry~~~



Because...






















I Just wasted 1 min of ur life reading this~~~


xD






Cheers!!!!






Tyler LMZ

random words are coming out at the wrong time...

I got you on my mind~
Like every hour, minute, millisecond, all the time...


I say that honestly, you belong to me
i want all of you
i swear to love you baby
I promise.


I'm never letting go,
though we're 2 different souls,
We're still like stars
when we're together
Girl lets rock and ROLL~~~~


xD
TylerLMZ

Oh YEAH~~!!! xD

From her Style
To her Smile

Every bit of her is good~~~


Beautiful within as well
Beyond the way she looks~~~


My heart is like an empty CUP,
But her LOVE could fill it up~~



Oh yeah~~~~


XD
TylerLMZ

missing you~~

今晚特别想念你~~

睡得甜吗？



晚安~~


tonight~~ such a beautiful night~~

Good Night~~


Tyler LMZ

清明(cheng beng) @ Nirvana Memorial Park

2/4/11

Woke up at 5++am tat morning to go for cheng beng...


went to Jelutong Cemetery to visit 4 graves~~


Great great grandfather, Great great great grandmother, great grandfather n great grandma~~


all in one place... =)


Miss them after 2 yrs din went to visit them.. that's why this year cannot SKIP!!!! xD


din capture picas as i FORGOTTEN the camera~~ Too Blur in the morning~~ @@



all of these ended at almost 12pm... den went for BAK KUT TEH at Melaka Baru... Near Ah Seng's place... NICE dao the soup!!!! =D


den back home, took a rest, 1.45pm left melaka to Nirvana Memorial Park, Semenyih, Selangor.


Long journey but enjoyed it~~ =)


now let pix speak for me la... =D

Main Gate of the Memorial Park~~

The Giant Dragon with Goddess Guan Yin on it's head

The waterfall of Nirvana

Heated discussion~~ ^^

Aunt n Grandma getting an Ice-cream~~ Weather too HOT!!

Stairs to the Temple....

So Serene~~~

So peaceful~~~

So green~~~

唐三藏~~

The wonderful scenery my grandpa is looking at... how pretty~~~ =)

Offerings for Grandpa~~~ Nice not? =)

Joss sticks~~ Actually is a random pic lai de~~ XD

My BIG cousin~~~ XD Cute aite?

Feasting on KARIPAP!!!! saw my uncle's face?? So damn ENJOYING it!!! XD

Professional Photographer~~ im serious!!! =)

Another Random Photo~~ Nike AIR!!!

A message~~ pretty~~~~ =D

Thanx to this Honda Civic baby!! We are here!! Love!!

Of course... that wrapped up our day~~ more pix but i cant upload all... time consuming as finals approaching... >< Wish me luck!!



Of Course~~~ last but not least...........

ME!!!!!!

Signing off,
TylerLMZ

oh no~~!!!

i dono why i so TIRED lo~~~

><



Give me strength please.....


T.T



Tyler LMZ

Dont Like That La, Sir!!!!!!!

Can you please don't like tat??


Not once liao leh~~~


How many gazillion times do u want to do it???!!!!


ANGRY AR!!!!!!!



TylerLMZ

Lonely Silent Nite~~~

Hate to do this... (>_<)


study study all night...


all alone...


tak boleh tahan.....



but i want to specially thank Big Bang for having such nice songs that put me thru such a silent nite...


T.O.P your voice is so damn sexy~~ i love it~~!!!




and Taeyang's dance moves are too sleek n perfect~~ (>_<)
And also this video~~ Somebody To Love Dance practice by Big Bang...





take note of taeyang in red cap~~~ too cool la the dance....



(^__^)


Tyler LMZ

why?

看见你，突然有一种很想念你的感觉~~


为什么当初你要这样做？


T.T












Why??







TylerLMZ

decision~~

Did i make a right decision?? ><


TylerLMZ

STOP

How nice if everything comes into halt except me....

The earth stop spinning....

The time stop ticking....

everybody freeze on the spot....

So that I can

Be with you a little longer,

Look at u a little longer,

Stay by ur side a little longer,

kiss u in the forehead without u knowing....

Sing to u every love song in the world....

How nice if this happens.....

=)

Tyler LMZ

What's Wrong?

what's wrong?

Nothing... just thinking of something...

what are you thinking?

someone...

who is it?

YOU......

=)

Tyler LMZ

Don understand...

sometimes i realy don understand...

M I invisible to some?

hmmmm....

wondering~~~

Tyler LMZ

I MISS YOU~~~!!!!

I miss you!!!

My Beloved NOKIA 5800~~~


T.T

The first night i got her~~~


Now all i can do is just miss her~~~

Tyler LMZ

I dont want~~

I dont want to ___________________ bcoz i _____________ and i want to be ______________......


><


Tyler LMZ

(>_<) Rainy Day

Lately very (>_<) lo.... haiz... did a lot of wrong things these few days.. i guess my rainy day ain't over yet... rain rain go away.... n pls don come back if possible... thank you!! i wanna see my rainbow... where are you, my dear RAINBOW??!!

All alone holding an umbrella under the stormy rain..
so cooold~~~ brrrr......

Tyler LMZ

=D

Rainbow after a rainy day~~

May my life be better!!! xD


Tyler LMZ

I have 2 words for u!!!

To: The Thief that broke into my apartment when everybody is happily wandering in their dreamland.

Hello Mr. Whateveryournameisbutiknowyourmomshudntgivebirthtoabastardlikeyou, you have just taken something that doesn't belong to u... ur actions had hurt many individuals' feelings... some items that u took are very important to an individual... imagine u r in that person's shoe, your phone is stolen and u r waiting for an important call, how does it feel when u cant take tat important call? pissed rite? and imagine again, you are in your best attire ready for the day, put on ur socks, walk out of the room and u found out that both of your favourite shoes are missing... how do you feel, FUCKTARD??!!!!


do you how much pain it inflicts to an individual when u take almost RM2K of worth... well, the price doesn't matter but the BOND between the owner and the item is wat makes the owner very very heartbroken... i shall stop using individuals and concentrate on me... ME, u bloody son of a bitch!!!! i m getting pissed right now, dumbfuck! do u know how much love i throw into my Nokia and how much it means to me, shit face? It is my baby treasure that i love most... And my Puma, u cock-sucking bastard!!! it had walked miles with me, protected my leg and provide my feet with comfort... And it is a PRESENT FROM MY BELOVED BROTHER!!!!!!!! how can u just take it away??? u heartless cunt!!! and my Adidas running shoes... that is also a present my dad gave to me on Christmas~~~ and i love it very very much... without them, how m i goin to jog, how m i goin to play basketball, how m i goin to sports??? have u ever think of these before???

i know wat race u r in as u made a bloody fucking stupid mistake by turning off my roommate's phone u stole.... did ur IMAGINARY INVISIBLE FRIEND said it is ok to steal? do u know taking something that is in possesion of other without permission which means stealing is a SIN???!!!!! bloody HYPOCRITE!!!! Go FUCK YOURSELF... u can invite ur IMAGINARY FRIEND to orgy party with u too.... dumbass cunt~~~

Last but not least, i want to finish my title... i have 2 words for you,

FUCK YOU!!!!!!

Oh ya!!! i dedicate this FUCKING song for you~~ ENJOY, fucking piece of lame shit!!!





TylerLMZ

feel like punching every single fucker who breaks girls' heart~~~~