Tyler Into The New World...

Thursday, 14 January 2010

Unevitable response..

welll... i expected her reply will be a negative 1 and saying that her parents let n agree... well in my opinion, that is so lame... i'm not asking for pity or wat.. i'm jz worried... why don't ppl jz think about the correct things.. i shud have jz close one eye n let her be... i shud have listen to my bro...

well... wat can i say... 好心没好报...haiz...

and to some guys out thr... is [......] smtg tat is so offensive??? did it stepped on ur toe?? u guys are so immature... i was just talking to her... and u guys barged in and start whining like a lil puppy who wants pedigree out of meal time... don u guys feel pathetic?? i shud feel sad for myself to reply those comment... made me as immature as u... i wont do tat again... i swear from the bottom of my heart... whenever i see a dog whining or any boy hu r so immature, i might jz keep my silence.. "silence is virtue" says the old ppl... they are rite....

whatever.... jz keep myself away from those stray dogs b4 i start acting like them....

tat's al... if those stray dogs accidentally click on my blog, i hope they don start whining here too..haha... that's all... chiaoz....

Damn!!! i feel so good....

by,
Dust

Wednesday, 13 January 2010

Disappointed but cant do a thing.......

i don't know what i can do to save her...

she can call me old fashioned, not following up with the trend.. but thinking wisely is not a trend, is a must do thing... drinking and getting drunk.... is it cool??????? fuck it...!!!! get drunk n u might tear something u preserved for so long.....

i can only advice you... take it or not... up 2 u.... anyhow i'm jz a speck of dust....

i might as well jz bo peep bo peep myself and forget about these disappointments......

credits : KpopAmberSeason01

credits : diademsubs
By,
Dust

Tuesday, 12 January 2010

can you feel my heartbeat???

listen to my heartbeat... but i don't think u can hear it anymore.....

haiz... can she hear it????

by,
Dust

[Continuation]It's Time Nanami....or shud i say....Ming Zhe??

thanx for the things tat u've done... thanx for the NANAMI u gave me... thanx for everything we gone thru.... now i have just 1 request... FUCK ME OUT OF YOUR LIFE!!!!!!

Wait..... you already did...

and i don think u will read these...

THANK YOU!!!!!

By,

Dust

It's Time Nanami....or shud i say....Ming Zhe??

Days gone...
Time flew...
Memories gathered...
Confusions arose...

All these are like chain reaction.. one comes after the other goes... when it reaches confusion, we don't know what will be best for us... but somehow, it will still be a decision for that chain reaction to end...

this is my confusion part..

1st...I wanted to wait for her but i kept pushing her away bcoz i don wan her to get hurt..she is facing one of her biggest challenge in her life n i don wanna burden her... in the end, she got the wrong concept n tot i didn't want to wait for her... i love her so much until i had to make tat decision... now i have to live on with my mistake...i wanted to ask her out on her bday, but i don think tat will be possible anymore... she is happy with him, so i wish them all the best in the future and may love be thr with them...

2nd...I met her...could i say i was mesmerized by her behaviour? or do i jz wanna look for a rebound? well.. no matter wat i do i'll jz end up hurting her... we'll part when april comes... i din have the guts to tell her how i feel... and ended up losing another 1... i got something i wanna say to her," pls appreciate the love you have. it doesn't come without a reason.."

now the real deal....
i fucked myself up... BIG TIME!!!! for my followers of this blog, i said i wanna get 4.0... but i ended up in 3.77...for those who understands pointer, 3.77 and 4.0 is a vast difference... damn... is it i didn't study hard enuff or the marker who marked my paper made a mistake?? well, i shud start with the man in the mirror.. i didn't study hard enuff... i suck!!!

haiz...

my life is really in a big big mess... and to my frens hu are studying in form 6 or those hu are hurt by my words, i'm so so sorry...i'm jz so frustrated and i start to throw knives at you guys... i'm so so in fault... scold me if you want.. u can even beat me up... i'm fine with it... make my life even messier...

i also dono why i write all these stuff when no one reads it... especially those ppl whom i mentioned. haiz... i'm really really so fuck!!!!!!

after matriculation is done, i wanna find a quiet spot where nobody will find me so tat i can some peace alone... if possible, i wanna leave this place and leave this miserable life... i'm jz nothing but a speck of dust in a big world like this.. no matter what i do, how high i go, how good i get, how far i jump, how fast i run, how smart i m, how brilliant my ideas are, i'm jz a nobody..............

nobody......................

fuck me, will ya??

Saturday, 5 December 2009

Happy Birthday YuRi !!!!!! =]

2day is the 5th of December...

20 years ago, in 1989, a cute little baby girl was born..

18 years later, she joined a girl band in Korea...

Since then, her dance moves rocked millions of heart across the globe...

She is....

KWON YURI !!!!!!

May you be happy always and keep your spirits up in whatever you are doing... may you be as sweet and as lovely as ever...!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR YURI~~~~~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!

권유리,사랑해!!!!!

Sunday, 15 November 2009

Too Little Too Late......................

Song Listening to : HwanHee - Because I Missed Your Heart , Navi - Wasteful Tears... (I'm still struck with korean fever... Doctor...save me!!!!!!!!)

Mood : Feel like goin to the top of the world n scream my heart out.. plus a shivering heart.. dono it is cold or sad...

sometimes i feel that i'm good in the "game"
sometimes i feel that i'm one of the best
but when i realise i'm losing my "skills" and "charms"
i knew i've changed......

when i let her go,
i feel so free and easy.
when i tell myself it is time to open up to other chances,
"She" came.....

At 1st i got her signal
And my heart is opening its gate
When the gate is widely opened
she jz stood there unmoved

My instinct told me she is waiting for an invitation
so i prepared the "card" she waited for
but when i look closer and deeper
her glance is not into my heart but "his"

every single thing planned and written
every penny spent on the plan
all gone in a blink of an eye
burnt into dust and disappearing into thin air....

Years back,
i "pick-and-throw"
Years later,
i "stick-and-grow"

even though I changed,
but the past is written,
what i've done can't be erased,
and i have to live with it..

for now,
maybe Karma is coming back on me,
shattering me the way i shattered others,
maybe it is meant to be that way,
for me to feel what they felt before.
now i felt it,
i felt so F'ED!!!!!!

To the girl that i let slipped,

In the sea of people,
i see only you,
In a wall of stars,
there is only one that is shining brightly,
and it is you,
i might be too late,
to tell you this,
but deep down in me,
i think you should know,
i liked you,
and i love you....

Shattered & lost,
N@n@M1

Friday, 30 October 2009

Mount Ophir AKA Gunung Ledang trip...

Since everybody had updated their blog abt the trip so i let them do the talking la... haha... can save energy.. n time too... no need to wait for pix to upload... hahaha..

enjoy these blogs.....

http://tph1991.blogspot.com/2009/10/conquering-gunung-ledangmount-orphir.html

http://flamelye.blogspot.com/2009/10/gunung-ledang-lovely-mountain-that-we.html

enjoy my pride.....

Signing off...
N@n@M1

Wednesday, 28 October 2009

I DID IT!!!!!

This is a sneak peek for me and my friends' success of getting to the summit of Gunung Ledang... It is 1267m above sea level and we hiked approximately 15km to reach the summit... This mountain is ranked 6 in difficulty of getting to the summit... And gunung Kinabalu is ranked 12th..It is not easy to get to the top...haha... more stories in the next post.. stay tuned!!!

Here are some proof that shows I had reach the top and overcome all obstacles...

I got a certificate from the Taman Negara..

SAW!!! MY NAME!!!!

zoom in 1...hahaha!!!

To Be Continued......

Sigining off,
N@n@M1

Tuesday, 27 October 2009

Time To Change.... Straight Hair...always the smarter choice.... ^^

i got new hair style dy...

Check it out!!!

B4 the haircut n rebonding...

After rebonding... But b4 haircut...

After haircut... (like din cut hor...)

Nice???

Act Naughty BOY!!! HaHA!! ^_^

That's all... HAHA!!

N@n@M1

Friday, 23 October 2009

Life is wonderful-------With them...

It's been a while i haven't update my blog with posts about myself.. now i wanna let all my readers know what had happened to me in Johore Matriculation College, Tangkak, Johor...

1st of all...studying there is quite hectic.. didn't know time flies so freaking fast, my 1st semester is over...and the worst is, it flies too fast till i'm not so prepare for my sem 1 finals...in a blink of an eye,exam is here and i'm so panic..ish!! >.<>

Me wearing full-U.. i blur blurr..haha =P

This is Vernece... in full-U too.. haha!!

Vernece & Tyler

The left 1 is Ro-Zanne and the right 1 is Ivy...

This is my squad!! The Elite H2... we got 4th place.. not bad eh~~

My birthday in KMJ with my beloved lecturer, Mr Kelvin Liew...We share the same birthday..haha!! 13/9 ... What a coincidence..haha...

See.. all so happy... haha!!!
Mr Liew and me...

foreign workers waiting for bus...haha!!!!

Now i wanna show u all the Hungry Ghost Festival in Tangkak.. it is a little different in Tangkak compared to other places bcoz it is during the day and it lasted for 3 days.. Wow!!! have a look at the scenery...