Mood : Feel like goin to the top of the world n scream my heart out.. plus a shivering heart.. dono it is cold or sad...
sometimes i feel that i'm good in the "game"
sometimes i feel that i'm one of the best
but when i realise i'm losing my "skills" and "charms"
i knew i've changed......
when i let her go,
i feel so free and easy.
when i tell myself it is time to open up to other chances,
"She" came.....
At 1st i got her signal
And my heart is opening its gate
When the gate is widely opened
she jz stood there unmoved
My instinct told me she is waiting for an invitation
so i prepared the "card" she waited for
but when i look closer and deeper
her glance is not into my heart but "his"
every single thing planned and written
every penny spent on the plan
all gone in a blink of an eye
burnt into dust and disappearing into thin air....
Years back,
i "pick-and-throw"
Years later,
i "stick-and-grow"
even though I changed,
but the past is written,
what i've done can't be erased,
and i have to live with it..
for now,
maybe Karma is coming back on me,
shattering me the way i shattered others,
maybe it is meant to be that way,
for me to feel what they felt before.
now i felt it,
i felt so F'ED!!!!!!
To the girl that i let slipped,
In the sea of people,
i see only you,
In a wall of stars,
there is only one that is shining brightly,
and it is you,
i might be too late,
to tell you this,
but deep down in me,
i think you should know,
i liked you,
and i love you....
Shattered & lost,
N@n@M1
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