[Continuation]It's Time Nanami....or shud i say....Ming Zhe??

thanx for the things tat u've done... thanx for the NANAMI u gave me... thanx for everything we gone thru.... now i have just 1 request... FUCK ME OUT OF YOUR LIFE!!!!!!

Wait..... you already did...

and i don think u will read these...

THANK YOU!!!!!



By,

Dust

It's Time Nanami....or shud i say....Ming Zhe??

Days gone...
Time flew...
Memories gathered...
Confusions arose...

All these are like chain reaction.. one comes after the other goes... when it reaches confusion, we don't know what will be best for us... but somehow, it will still be a decision for that chain reaction to end...

this is my confusion part..

1st...I wanted to wait for her but i kept pushing her away bcoz i don wan her to get hurt..she is facing one of her biggest challenge in her life n i don wanna burden her... in the end, she got the wrong concept n tot i didn't want to wait for her... i love her so much until i had to make tat decision... now i have to live on with my mistake...i wanted to ask her out on her bday, but i don think tat will be possible anymore... she is happy with him, so i wish them all the best in the future and may love be thr with them...

2nd...I met her...could i say i was mesmerized by her behaviour? or do i jz wanna look for a rebound? well.. no matter wat i do i'll jz end up hurting her... we'll part when april comes... i din have the guts to tell her how i feel... and ended up losing another 1... i got something i wanna say to her," pls appreciate the love you have. it doesn't come without a reason.."

now the real deal....
i fucked myself up... BIG TIME!!!! for my followers of this blog, i said i wanna get 4.0... but i ended up in 3.77...for those who understands pointer, 3.77 and 4.0 is a vast difference... damn... is it i didn't study hard enuff or the marker who marked my paper made a mistake?? well, i shud start with the man in the mirror.. i didn't study hard enuff... i suck!!!

haiz...

my life is really in a big big mess... and to my frens hu are studying in form 6 or those hu are hurt by my words, i'm so so sorry...i'm jz so frustrated and i start to throw knives at you guys... i'm so so in fault... scold me if you want.. u can even beat me up... i'm fine with it... make my life even messier...

i also dono why i write all these stuff when no one reads it... especially those ppl whom i mentioned. haiz... i'm really really so fuck!!!!!!

after matriculation is done, i wanna find a quiet spot where nobody will find me so tat i can some peace alone... if possible, i wanna leave this place and leave this miserable life... i'm jz nothing but a speck of dust in a big world like this.. no matter what i do, how high i go, how good i get, how far i jump, how fast i run, how smart i m, how brilliant my ideas are, i'm jz a nobody..............


nobody......................


fuck me, will ya??

Happy Birthday YuRi !!!!!! =]

2day is the 5th of December...

20 years ago, in 1989, a cute little baby girl was born..

18 years later, she joined a girl band in Korea...

Since then, her dance moves rocked millions of heart across the globe...

She is....

KWON YURI !!!!!!

May you be happy always and keep your spirits up in whatever you are doing... may you be as sweet and as lovely as ever...!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR YURI~~~~~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!

권유리,사랑해!!!!!

Too Little Too Late......................

Song Listening to : HwanHee - Because I Missed Your Heart , Navi - Wasteful Tears... (I'm still struck with korean fever... Doctor...save me!!!!!!!!)

Mood : Feel like goin to the top of the world n scream my heart out.. plus a shivering heart.. dono it is cold or sad...






sometimes i feel that i'm good in the "game"
sometimes i feel that i'm one of the best
but when i realise i'm losing my "skills" and "charms"
i knew i've changed......

when i let her go,
i feel so free and easy.
when i tell myself it is time to open up to other chances,
"She" came.....

At 1st i got her signal
And my heart is opening its gate
When the gate is widely opened
she jz stood there unmoved

My instinct told me she is waiting for an invitation
so i prepared the "card" she waited for
but when i look closer and deeper
her glance is not into my heart but "his"

every single thing planned and written
every penny spent on the plan
all gone in a blink of an eye
burnt into dust and disappearing into thin air....


Years back,
i "pick-and-throw"
Years later,
i "stick-and-grow"

even though I changed,
but the past is written,
what i've done can't be erased,
and i have to live with it..

for now,
maybe Karma is coming back on me,
shattering me the way i shattered others,
maybe it is meant to be that way,
for me to feel what they felt before.
now i felt it,
i felt so F'ED!!!!!!

To the girl that i let slipped,

In the sea of people,
i see only you,
In a wall of stars,
there is only one that is shining brightly,
and it is you,
i might be too late,
to tell you this,
but deep down in me,
i think you should know,
i liked you,
and i love you....

Shattered & lost,
N@n@M1

Mount Ophir AKA Gunung Ledang trip...

Since everybody had updated their blog abt the trip so i let them do the talking la... haha... can save energy.. n time too... no need to wait for pix to upload... hahaha..


enjoy these blogs.....


http://tph1991.blogspot.com/2009/10/conquering-gunung-ledangmount-orphir.html

http://flamelye.blogspot.com/2009/10/gunung-ledang-lovely-mountain-that-we.html


enjoy my pride.....




Signing off...
N@n@M1

I DID IT!!!!!

This is a sneak peek for me and my friends' success of getting to the summit of Gunung Ledang... It is 1267m above sea level and we hiked approximately 15km to reach the summit... This mountain is ranked 6 in difficulty of getting to the summit... And gunung Kinabalu is ranked 12th..It is not easy to get to the top...haha... more stories in the next post.. stay tuned!!!


Here are some proof that shows I had reach the top and overcome all obstacles...

I got a certificate from the Taman Negara..



SAW!!! MY NAME!!!!




zoom in 1...hahaha!!!

To Be Continued......






Sigining off,
N@n@M1

Time To Change.... Straight Hair...always the smarter choice.... ^^

i got new hair style dy...



Check it out!!!

B4 the haircut n rebonding...


After rebonding... But b4 haircut...

After haircut... (like din cut hor...)


Nice???


Act Naughty BOY!!! HaHA!! ^_^

That's all... HAHA!!





N@n@M1

Life is wonderful-------With them...

It's been a while i haven't update my blog with posts about myself.. now i wanna let all my readers know what had happened to me in Johore Matriculation College, Tangkak, Johor...

1st of all...studying there is quite hectic.. didn't know time flies so freaking fast, my 1st semester is over...and the worst is, it flies too fast till i'm not so prepare for my sem 1 finals...in a blink of an eye,exam is here and i'm so panic..ish!! >.<>

Me wearing full-U.. i blur blurr..haha =P

This is Vernece... in full-U too.. haha!!

Vernece & Tyler

The left 1 is Ro-Zanne and the right 1 is Ivy...

This is my squad!! The Elite H2... we got 4th place.. not bad eh~~

My birthday in KMJ with my beloved lecturer, Mr Kelvin Liew...We share the same birthday..haha!! 13/9 ... What a coincidence..haha...

See.. all so happy... haha!!!
Mr Liew and me...

foreign workers waiting for bus...haha!!!!

Now i wanna show u all the Hungry Ghost Festival in Tangkak.. it is a little different in Tangkak compared to other places bcoz it is during the day and it lasted for 3 days.. Wow!!! have a look at the scenery...

here we start the journey..

dragon giant joss sticks... can squirt water samo.. COOL mann...

so many joss sticks.. haha

tinggi tinggi lampai....haha!!!

future opera actors...haha!!!

the offerings is 1 street long...so much er.. Tangkak's lost souls are so lucky... bless them.. "SUKHIHONTU!!!"

"3 bags of rice!! thank you!!"

look at piggie....haha...

piggies....

baa baa baa~~~~~

examining the main offerings...so serious er~~~

Lord Of The Dumplings : The Two Towers... HAHA!!

boat for the lost souls... Guan Yin Niang Niang will lead them across...
"Sukhihontu..."

A temple built specially for the lost souls...

Mid Autumn Festival.. Time to play LANTERN!!!!

Mooncakes!!!!

B4 we head to play, a photo at the house..

At outside dy....

At Dewan Kuliah.....

Vernece (left) & Ming Kin(right)

Lower 6 Beta, Remember us?? Hope that you guys miss us er...
because we miss you....
Me And Ker Cyin...

finally with the malays...

Eating Mooncake At the House...

Every body gone wild after eating Mooncake.. HAHA!!

To Be contnued... pls stay tuned because.....

The Best HAS YET TO COME!!!!

(^_^)

N@N@M1

Back with a bag of treats and photos...

uploading.... will be here in a moment...



N@n@M1

Beauty of both..

Kim Tae Yeon， 金太妍. Leader of SNSD/Girls' Generation/少女时代, is a beauty of both appearance and voice.. she is a brilliant singer... enjoy...








N@n@M1

COMING SOON

something new is on its way.....


Coming Soon.....

Things Are Changing...

Things are changing but it ain't the way it is.... haiz... bear with it.....

T.T

Things will never be the same again.....




N@n@M1

FISHING FISH FISH FISH!!!!!!!!!

.


wat the FISH!!!!!!

haiz.... T.T

i'm not coming home for my birthday.... i got some stupid freaking extra classes that had to keep me in this boring KMJ and also some stupid rules of college quarantine due to the FISHING H1N1...

HAIZ!!!!!

I WANNA GO HOME......... someone take me home..... i miss everyone back in my hometown... especially her....... T.T


my results for my mid sem exam... SUCK LIKE FISH!!!!!!!

maths ok got A... but bio.... B-... can u imagine that??!!! FISH!!!!!! nvm... my strongest science subject , CHEMISTRY.... i got a C+.... FISH again!!!!!!!! haiz...... i did all i can... i tried all my best... but in the end, i'm the one who should be blamed... i didn't try hard enough...

NVM!!!! TYLER NANAMI LEE MING ZHE.......... GAMBATTE!!!! LET NOTHING COME INTO YOUR WAY IN ACHIEVING YOUR DREAM!!!!! 4 FLAT... I'm gonna FISHING get it!!!!! USM Penang... i'm gonna enroll there!!! WAIT FOR MY ARRIVAL!!!

My friends, you guys are alwiz in my heart... i'm coming back on 16th sept.... wait for me....


confusing emotions in me...

..angry
+missing my frens
+sad
+blank face
.......=
!@%$&%#*&#$*@#~$%!


haiz...




tat's all....
blogging from KMJ,
Chiaoz!!!!

N@n@M1

Be Right Back... Gonna miss YOU all!!!

HEY my friends in malacca....

i'm goin back to Tangkak to continue my 2nd half of semester 1.. gonna miss you all...i might not be coming back for a month due to replacement classes for Raya Holidays...

So, Guys & Girls... i'm gonna miss you all so so much... Thanks for coming to sate celup tat nite... Really had fun with u guys and girls( whom i knew on that night ) ...

1 month... hope it is ok thr... hehe... My friends, take care in Malacca as HiNi a.k.a H1N1 is hitting this area quite seriously... pls be aware... i don wanna hear any bad news k?? take care... chiaozz...!!! >.<


To my friends in Perak, ( means Thye Siang, Gary and Yi Heng )

hey... i dono when i can meet you guys again... feel so sad when ho beng told me tat our holidays will not meet... haiz... i miss you guys even more... if i have the chance, i might go thr to meet you guys.. maybe when i'm on my way to penang.... really miss all of you there.. hope life is going your way thr... catch up with u all later... Take care too....


To Kerk Gia Horng..

Hey... how's everything?? live well and study hard k? canada.... WOW!!!! hehe... you take good care of yourself k?? and ur probs... be strong and firm on your decision... 皇天不负苦心人．．．加油！！　　^_^ 我也好想你．．．


Lastly to Yi Heng...

소원을 말해봐！！ sowoneul marhaebwa!！ Girls' Generation.......

^_^

N@n@M1


p/s : Friends Forever..... Love You Guys!!!! FRIENDSHIP NEVER ENDS!!!!!!