To you~

谢谢你~

只有你，这样子对我说话……

这种朋友，独一无二……


谢谢你！


考试加油，祝你好运！


下笔如有神~！


TylerLMZ

Run DEVIL Run!!

Get lost la....

u piece of useless worm in my brain...


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TylerLMZ

Enough!!!!!

enough is enough la wei~~




go Liverpool!!

Suarez! i support u!!!!


Tyler LMZ

1 Malaysia KONON!!!!!

WTF u talking???

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Tyler LMZ

think twice before reading.. Thank you..

a dark, red night..

literally red...

some say it is due to light pollution...

well, it is...


Back to what I'm gonna write...



A dark, red night, rumbling sounds of the engine noise revved pass, broke the silence of the night. Faint chatter and laughter from midnight stalls below my commorancy filled the air with funny noises. Unclear lyrics blaring from the little music player, repeating and repeating and repeating the same melody, humming from the bed beside the lair i lay in, scratched through the windy living room like screeching sound of claws on wood, totally unpleasant.

Me, sitting on a warm sofa chair, leaning my back against the rest, thinking through all the things I'd been through all these while. Am i on the right track? Am i doing the best of my best? Am i made for this? Should I? What am I?


Significance. A strong word. Indeed. Either it is yes, or no. Ask, "Yes or no?"

Attention. A big word. Indeed. Either it is seen, or ignored. Ask, "Seen or ignored?"

Focus. An important virtue. Indeed. Either it is gained, or lost. Ask, "Gained or lost?"



Sacrifice. Time. Importance. Significance. Trust. Willingly.

Hesitation. Doubt. Indecisive. Dilemma. Disdain. Unwillingly.


I played my card, I rolled my dice, I placed my bet, I took my shot. Going for an all-kill. Fly or Die.


Stirdulation of the cricket starts to fill the night. Homosapiens starting to lay down and rest. Quiet night begin to rule the darkness again. As silence fall, the absence of acoustic energy sends cold, shivering chills down one's spine, making all the hair at the back of one's neck stand at it's tip. Eerie feelings haunts the night with its evil, shining grin, bringing back memories from wounds that are kept deep down that never show and never went away. Killing me softly.


Tyler Lee Ming Zhe.

irony

some knives are blunt,


but they cut deeper than a sharp knife....



Good morning peeps~~


Tyler LMZ

GOne for Too Long~~

i'd been neglecting u a lot,

im so sorry...


although i look at u everyday,


i jz din take the initiative to talk to u...


im so sorry...


i shudn't have done tat...



i hope i can turn back time n do more..


im so sorry,





MY BLOG~~~~


xDDDD



hahahaha...


paiseh for those who read the above n thinking who m i referring to...


=)


well... i don wish to see some things but it kept pooping out in front of me...


i want it to go,


so stop appearing ok?


=) thank you so much...



Tyler LMZ.

Title : ________________

Heartbeat~~~

faster n faster n faster........

why?

I dono.....

neo ttaemune? 

너 때문에?

hahahaha... who cares??

야!공부!

血


一滴一滴


流下……


染红了胸膛……




好疼~~~

나는 어떡해~~~~

跑得好累了，

但又不准停步。



快要跌倒了，

但又不准垮下去。



脚酸了，能休息吗？



看着前方，

你的背影，

离我不远，

但我抱不住你~~



自尊，

重要吗？




为了爱，可以不要自尊吗？



(>__<)



秘密，

说出来，

还是一样，



我的秘密，

常在心里，

好久好久~~



心被砸碎了，

一片一片地捡回来，

重新开始……




浆糊，胶布，

我们又见面了…… (-_-)




Tyler LMZ

LOVE.....

do i?

do u?

do we?

i dono why everything hurts so much.... hmmmm

Slipped~~

Slipping away like sands on a palm....

slowly one by one falling onto the ground.....


in the end, nothing is left....


just an empty palm....

Pressure piling up,

schedule squeezing up....

Busy busy busy...

slowly pulling apart....

all that is left is me...


quietly with the rumbling sound of vehicles in the night...

eerie~~~

busy, go away............

give me back what is slipping away.... =(

Tyler LMZ

Hi!

Nothing much to talk about...

my life is too busy and i have no inspiration to blog...


i bet there are no one too want to see me vent my anger...

=DD

take care everybody...

Off For now...

BYe~~~

Who Am I?

At last,

after months of rotting at home,

i finally had a thought of my own life...

looking back my whole life from the day i can remember things,

i bravely admit,

i had done nothing for my life...

there are no stories worth telling in my life...

there are no colours in my life...

there are no perfection in my life...

ya, human aren't perfect...

but at least, there should be some perfection...

i had done nothing great,

i had done nothing wonderful,

i had done nothing that i'm proud of,

i had done nothing at ALL~~~~

all these while i'd been lazing around wasting precious time n wasting precious air n wasting precious space n wasting precious energy...

there is nothing proud i can show the world...

And seriously,

i never made my parents proud before...

everytime, i have to hear,

"Nevermind la... you can do better next time..."

"it's ok... it is the past.. try to aim better n hit your target..."

and the worst is,

"Aiya, we are used to it... Since when u had been perfect? hahaha!"

although they said it with a nice tone with no cynical means, but it pierce through that little soul of mine...

I really had never heard them say,

"Wow!! So good!!"

"Well done!!"

"That's my boy!!"

don't get me wrong,

they never said those to me b4 doesn't mean they don care about me,

they never said those is because

I DON'T DESERVE IT...

Never once i had a perfect score or a perfect hit or a perfect match....

i always end up failing....

Mom, Dad, Im so sorry..........

I wanted to say "i promise i will never disappoint you again.."

but i can't say that because it will jz be another empty promise....

i'm worthless...

i have no determination, no self esteem, no guts, no power, no charisma, no strength, no precision, no faith, no results, no looks, no useful knowledge, no wisdom, no wit, no brains, and the list goes on and on and on and on and on~~~~~~~~

Most important is,

I lost my confidence....

=(

to those who read this,

Don't comment, don't say anything and don't do anything...

jz keep those words to urself...

and don't be the person i am now...

because you wouldn't want to see disappointment in your parents' eyes...

that look will never wipe off from your memory...

it will only haunt you for the rest of your life...

Tyler LMZ