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Heartbeat~~~

faster n faster n faster........

why?

I dono.....

neo ttaemune? 

너 때문에?

hahahaha... who cares??

야!공부!

血


一滴一滴


流下……


染红了胸膛……




好疼~~~

나는 어떡해~~~~

跑得好累了，

但又不准停步。



快要跌倒了，

但又不准垮下去。



脚酸了，能休息吗？



看着前方，

你的背影，

离我不远，

但我抱不住你~~



自尊，

重要吗？




为了爱，可以不要自尊吗？



(>__<)



秘密，

说出来，

还是一样，



我的秘密，

常在心里，

好久好久~~



心被砸碎了，

一片一片地捡回来，

重新开始……




浆糊，胶布，

我们又见面了…… (-_-)




Tyler LMZ

LOVE.....

do i?

do u?

do we?

i dono why everything hurts so much.... hmmmm

Slipped~~

Slipping away like sands on a palm....

slowly one by one falling onto the ground.....


in the end, nothing is left....


just an empty palm....

Pressure piling up,

schedule squeezing up....

Busy busy busy...

slowly pulling apart....

all that is left is me...


quietly with the rumbling sound of vehicles in the night...

eerie~~~

busy, go away............

give me back what is slipping away.... =(

Tyler LMZ

Hi!

Nothing much to talk about...

my life is too busy and i have no inspiration to blog...


i bet there are no one too want to see me vent my anger...

=DD

take care everybody...

Off For now...

BYe~~~

Who Am I?

At last,

after months of rotting at home,

i finally had a thought of my own life...

looking back my whole life from the day i can remember things,

i bravely admit,

i had done nothing for my life...

there are no stories worth telling in my life...

there are no colours in my life...

there are no perfection in my life...

ya, human aren't perfect...

but at least, there should be some perfection...

i had done nothing great,

i had done nothing wonderful,

i had done nothing that i'm proud of,

i had done nothing at ALL~~~~

all these while i'd been lazing around wasting precious time n wasting precious air n wasting precious space n wasting precious energy...

there is nothing proud i can show the world...

And seriously,

i never made my parents proud before...

everytime, i have to hear,

"Nevermind la... you can do better next time..."

"it's ok... it is the past.. try to aim better n hit your target..."

and the worst is,

"Aiya, we are used to it... Since when u had been perfect? hahaha!"

although they said it with a nice tone with no cynical means, but it pierce through that little soul of mine...

I really had never heard them say,

"Wow!! So good!!"

"Well done!!"

"That's my boy!!"

don't get me wrong,

they never said those to me b4 doesn't mean they don care about me,

they never said those is because

I DON'T DESERVE IT...

Never once i had a perfect score or a perfect hit or a perfect match....

i always end up failing....

Mom, Dad, Im so sorry..........

I wanted to say "i promise i will never disappoint you again.."

but i can't say that because it will jz be another empty promise....

i'm worthless...

i have no determination, no self esteem, no guts, no power, no charisma, no strength, no precision, no faith, no results, no looks, no useful knowledge, no wisdom, no wit, no brains, and the list goes on and on and on and on and on~~~~~~~~

Most important is,

I lost my confidence....

=(

to those who read this,

Don't comment, don't say anything and don't do anything...

jz keep those words to urself...

and don't be the person i am now...

because you wouldn't want to see disappointment in your parents' eyes...

that look will never wipe off from your memory...

it will only haunt you for the rest of your life...

Tyler LMZ

What's Wrong?

i feel tat my rights are being violated..

i don have the rights to speak out what is in my mind...

every time i speak out, everybody will be so angry n so frustrated bcoz i had said out the truth n it hurts...

when i don speak out, everybody will start to step on my head as if im not thr...

frustrated! Tired!

eventhough im right, but im always wrong...

Fuck the world man!!!!

=S

i'll be there~~

I'm here... always here...


just let me know,


i'll rocket my way to u~~

TylerLMZ

Kop!!

9 goal spree in Malaysia...

they can play better but they seem more like having fun than playing seriously on the pitch...

more to come and i wish all the best in the upcoming season...

=)

Liverpool, you will never walk alone!

TylerLMZ

Malaysia in chaos~~

Bless Malaysia~~

hopefully there wont be too much trouble...


pray hard~~


Tyler LMZ

Thanx Michael Jackson... =D

Thanx to him, made me feel better after that "Dream"~~~


^^



Tyler LMZ

(@_@ )

stop BOTHERING me la!!!! I want to SLEEP!!!!!


Get Lost....


Dumb thoughts~~~


T.T


TylerLMZ

Small Little Update

It's been a while since i last updated my blog...

it was b4 i went to my trip at kedah...


well... the trip was fun.. lots of exciting things happened... reli enjoyed it...
10 days passed jz like tat...it passed quite fast too...
i learnt lots n gain lots of experience...


thanx to all tat is in the trip...


jz a small post to update u all... n im welcoming my baby soon... don worry, i did not make any girl pregnant or wat... hahaha xD don be misled...


kinda happy now... =D


n i'd made my mind on some things.. i had to put my feet down n make the right choice n do the right thing...


im sorry for the ppl i'd hurt when i made my decision... but i got no choice... thank you~~ =)


n lastly, im worried abt my future n all the obstacles waiting upfront... it's been haunting me every night b4 i go to bed... the obstacles which are actually not a problem became a humongous problem to me n my future... =/ but nobody will walk my road except me..........


arghh, jz venting out some of my thoughts in my head... that's all...


=) smile!!!




TylerLMZ